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Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:27 AM              - I miss this - - I miss him - - I miss us - - I miss his voice - - I miss everything - -I miss 041111 - - I miss cuteboy - Last blogged @ 2:13 AM  SITI HIDAYU . my true blood sister . the one i'm closest with . the one that understands me a lot . the one who have been going through all the thick and thins together along with me . And noww , GOD have decided to put us through the same situation for us to go through . Both of us , going through break ups . Both of us going through the same reason of breaking up . Third Parties . YEEEEES . unlucky isn't it ? We both understand each other . Very well . Toooooo well . But , her situation seemed to be more unlucky than mine . Her relationship have been going on for 2 years . Which is much more difficult to go through. So , i'm still trying to make things easier . Still trying to be by her side and giving her advice . I love her a lot . She really make me feel better each and every single time i'm going through break up. She's the best , awesomemest. iloveher . xoxo .
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:55 PM  sweetheart, when the sunlight's on your face hope that faith can have it sweet today sweetheart, like i’m drifting on the stars know you’re in a rush and my loves on the way and i love that you are everything that i want and if you need anything from me you can just ask me! cause your touch does something to me baby cause you’re my greatest gift, we can seal it with a kiss and i just wanna tell you that you are sweetheart is what you are i said a sweetheart is what you are sweetheart! if i could take all the girls around the world and put em in a room none of them could compare to you and i put together all the pieces the only thing that’s missing is you yeah, it’s you, yeah and i love that you are everything that i want and if you need anything from me you can just ask me! cause your touch does something to me baby cause you’re my greatest gift, we can seal it with a kiss and i just wanna tell you that you are sweetheart is what you are i said a sweetheart is what you are sweetheart! band in your hair scent of your perfume, girl nothing compares to you, to you! and i’m in paradise you look so good in my eyes! and now i have her eyes in front of me you not, you not but you are the real for me real love, real love if you really really love somebody hands up, for your love if you really really love somebody i said hands up, for your love if you really really love somebody now i can see that it’s more then what you are baby you are sweetheart is what you are i said a sweetheart is what you are sweetheart! band in your hair scent of your perfume, girl nothing compares to you, to you! and i’m in paradise you look so good in my eyes! and now i have her eyes in front of me you are the real for me - Sweetheart , Chris brown -Yes , i changed my blog's song . because , this song that is playing right now , it really reminds me of him. i miss hisvoice singing this song . i miss his laughter . fucked upp :/maybe its KARMA ? i don't know . i wanted to fight back and fight for his love , but i just can't. i totally gave up .i miss him a lot . lately , all my dreams are all about him .i trusted him . i cared for him . i loved him . but why ? i have been putting high hopes on us . why must he crush all my hopes and dreams ? why ? i have been dreamingand hoping that one day , he would ask me out on a date . i was hoping that one day , he would bring me out and we could have time on our own . i was hoping too much till this happened . i was holding on strongly eventho he didnttreat me like how a boyfriend should treat his girlfriend . i didn't care much how he was going to treat me . coz i thot he really did loved me . but i guess , its proven now . he'snot in love and totally in to me . he's into someone , whichis my own bestf . Fuck man . she's a bitch that is so fucking good in acting . she acts soo innocently and acts as if nothing just happened . she was happily posting " otp-ing with my sayaaaang now <3<3" on fb and twitter . FAAAAARKKKKKKKKK .is she a women or is she a slut ? mafakking slut . DAAAAARRNNN. why must this happen ? i mean , why not other sluts?why must it be her ? DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARN IT . i need a mafakking text buddy . to help me finish my prepaid XD i got $180+ for my prepaid siaaaa XD otp hari hari ahhh . tapy ,ngan saper ? mataer darh kener curik . tsskkkkkkkkkkk-.- xoxo . Last blogged @ 4:20 AM  anddd yes , this mentel boy . hmmm . i've got nothing to say .I loved him whole heartedly . He made me loved him so much. I knew it this would happen . But , i took the risk . I'm still trying to be happy and move on . I'm still trying to be strong . I'm still trying to pretend nothing happened . I dont mind him leaving me. But i mind when i left him for a reason that , DIA ADA PEREMPUAN LAEN . its just too difficult to forget him . but im trying my very best , of cause . i miss him singing to me someone like you before we call it a day . i miss him teasing me . i miss our voice recordings . i miss calling each other buffalo and pigs . i miss listening to his voice when he just wake up in the morning. i miss calling him my sweetbabyboo . i miss him calling me his only girlfriend . i miss his cute night text . i miss him giving me 30 miss calls . i miss him calling me at midnight just to tell me that he loves me . i miss calling him at 2am , and he would be there to accompany. i will miss melissa . i miss everything about ALYPPBB :'( i couldnt believe that we're no longer together . i couldnt believe that i can no longer call him mine. i couldnt believe that he is no longer my boyfriend. i couldnt believe that 041111 is no more. i couldnt believe that he's just a sweetalker . i couldnt believe that he didnt even care a shit . i couldnt believe that he went to arina , my EX bestgf . i couldnt believe that he would do that to me , which he did. i couldnt believe that he could live without me . i couldnt believe that he would no longer be by my side . i couldnt believe that there would be no one who can accompany me. i couldnt believe that he's only my temporary happiness . i couldnt believe that everything just happened :'( im just hoping that i would be fine before my birthday . im just hoping that i would have a great birthday. im just hoping that i would be out with my friends on my birthday . ader orang nak bash aku tak ? NO WAY :BB xoxo ,
Monday, November 28, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:02 PM  I should have left you alone . I shouldn't have even talked to you .I'm officially back to single , 1 week before my birthday . HAHAH ! Hoping that this is the right decision . Insyallah . 5 more days to our monthsary , and yet , he's contacting Arina behind my back . i mean , i dont mind if he wants to make friends with her but , he calls her , he texts her , he gave her goodnight message every night without fail. so , why should i love him if he's giving his attention,care,concern to her and not to me ? He denied when i asked him if he was contacting with arina . So , that simply means that he wanted to hide it from me . DUH. the picture above will do the talking (: bye . xoxo .
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:55 PM  WiggleWiggleWiggleYEAAAAAAAAAH :B I'm sexy and i know it :DDAssalamualaikum :) alaaaar , sopannyer anak mak ? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! okay , sorry peoples. im too hyper and i have got no idea why . XDXD tapy saya tak angkat barang yeer :PP NONONONO . its just that i'm forever naturally hyper :PP if i were to be hyper in front of alypp , he would just think that i angkat ice -.- WHEREE GOT TIMEE nak buat buat keje bodoh like that anymore :P true enough ? HAHAHAHAHA ! but , yea . i miss him :/ he didn't call , he didn't leave any message , he deactivated / deleted his fb account :/ and i have got no idea how am i gonna contact him :/ but for what i know , he already gotten himself a new phone . but i have got no idea why isn't he contacting/texting me. Am i overthinking ? am i ? why am i feeling very unsecured ? haishhh. i know i can trust him right ? i can rite ? Wondering what went wrong :'/ fuck it . as long as he calls me around this week , before i go for malaysia , i would be fine :') im turning 14 in 9 days :DD and my 1st monthsary in 7 days time :DD xoxo .
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Last blogged @ 7:25 PM  ANNOUNCEMENT ,to those motherfuckingbitches who wants to transfer to KENT RIDGE as a Secondary 2 Normal Academic student next year , i regret to inform you that , the classes are all full . HAHAHHA WHEEEEEEE, IN YOUR FACE , BITCHES . Those bitches want to transfer to Kent Ridge , mintak maaf nan kakak-kakak sec 3 korang dulu kay ? :D mintak ampun mintak maaf dulu. IN YOUR DREAMS . korang duduk diam-diam jelaa pat skola korang. duduk saner gain knowledge (: Kent Ridge bukan tempat korang la (: orang-orang yang bagus je ade tempat pat Kent Ridge . Sundal macam korang memang tak layak to be a KENTRIDGEAN (; OKAYYS , anyways . im back . as per normal . im better now . i managed to settle everything yesterday . i got the answer i want . Alhamdullilah. I think , there's something going on somewhere around The Who's between arina and faiz . hmmm . dorang The Who's , Me and Aiin we are The What's ahhhhhh :PP HAHAHAHA ! well , i talked to him yesterday , walaupun prepaid da tinggal $5 . ANDAND , smalam i met shaf and afyq and rai and aiin and and omar . RINDU . they're awesome :B they really made my day yesterday . they knew times when i have problems , they just come to me and ask me bout everything . especially , shaf (: bruuuuh , sayang kau la :B promise me you do well in soccer and studies. hidup mati , friendship kite will go on . walaupun prangai kau kadang-kadang mcm musibat sial :PP HAHAHAH ! takecare ahh , abg stuck seluar pendek :PP kite sume daa kakak-kakak abang-abang upper sec :PP HAHAH ! goodluck bro (: AND to babyAlypp , you must know that i really love you . aku taknak sweet-talk , tapi , serious , aku sayang kau . im really touched bile you ckap to your sister that , we're married to each other , but then , we're divorced because hs freaking friend changed our relationship status . i kept on laughing . i'm really amazed . yes , i love your sister , she really understand us a lot . Like finally , she knows that i'm your one and only girlfriend. It really made me feel better when she says that im cuteeeee . kembang seminit . it really totally made me feel better when you said that i'm your only one. i really hope that i can trust your words because i really want to give you the trust . ILOVEYOU BB . i knew it that this pain wont last (: sayaaaang kau . just make sure you dont flirt around okay ? i really hope that im your only one and perangai kau tak sebiji macam ISK . even you , you said that you bbisk is a playboyy . MAKESURE KAU BUKAN macam dia kay ? HEHEH . ILOVEYOU . make sure you and her , stakat kawan SAHAJA . :PP xoxo .
Monday, November 21, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:48 AM  Coz boy you're amazing , just the way you aree . -Bruno MarsHe's in contact with arinaaaa . fuck it . i just feel like killing her . walaupun kita rapat , takde makne ah kalau nak share-sharee talking partner/mataer . kalau aku bobal nan the person she like pun confirm dia tak sukaa kaaan ? siaaal ah . sasway ahhh. he kept on saying that alypp is a cute guy and all , sumpah ahh , mintak kene sepak . yang die ni pun satuu , gatal -.- FUCCCCK. confront ? yes ? no ? hmmmm . i guess , i'll try to talk to him uh. but it will feel damn awkward for sureeeee :/ i've got feelings , and thats the reason why im reacting this way , hurt , jealous :'C well , sape tak jealous ! comeon , its my boyfriend sia . DUUUH . daaaaaaa lah . malas nak layan . bye .
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Last blogged @ 12:55 AM   Its 5 o'clock in the morning . Conversation got so boring :B -Wiz KhalifaHELLYEAH . we were talking on the phone as per normal , i cant really remember what we were exactly talking about . He asked me one crazy stupid silly question which is , " bby , i want to be in a r/s with my friend pat fb can ?" the first thing that i shoot was , BUATAPE !? then i gave him one long lecture , saying , and reminding him that he have a girlfriend and his pathetic girlfriend here have got feelings and i want him to understand my feelings . then , he laughed and all he said was , " HAHA , sayang jugak you pat i ehh . daa-daa , pegy tukar your relationship pat fb status saner . " dalar dia call pagi-pagi buta. 3+ in the morning . what do you expect ? i was as blur as sotong lurh -.- then i said okay , then , tersenyap kejap . then i was like " ehhhh jap , kitekan nak low profileee ? " HAHAH . then he keep on saying , " cepaaat , imagine , Alypp Manisah Married to Shoehaidahh Shoeyy's . FUUH " tuh anak , berangan mahu lebiihh . I just requested for In a Relationship :B kalau kita last a lil more longer , then i will change to Married C: HAHAHHA . i was like damn happy can ? XD im like , "yessszaaaa , finally :B " HEEEEEES . and , he didnt meet me yesterdaaay -.- we'll meet on friday instead . chit . kalau friday tak jumpee , idk what to saay lorrr -.- camp was awesome ! actually , i didn't even surrender my phone to teachers since they were using my phone for the expedition . HAHA :B so , at night , before sleeping , i went to call him and send him night messages . sweet kan . k -.- i called him and guess what he said ? why are you calling me at this hour ? how come you can call me ? wasn't it supposed to be confiscated ? -.- i have a feeling to kill him like seriously . the way he talk its like he didn't expect that i would even call him . LUL . there's school at 9 tmrow :/ fvck . i still have no idea if i should go for it or not . because , i have got stomach cramps :C hmm . see how laa . bye-bye . xoxo .
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:26 AM  Nevermind I'll find someone like you . I wish nothing but the best of you .HI Humaaans C: *wavewave* Guess what ? i have yet to pack for my camp , which is tomorrow .HAHA ! awesome much . i'm just too lazy to pack :/ i don't even feel like going . hais. i feel so reluctant to leave him , here , alone :/ he wont have anyone to talk to , tomorrow night :/ i wish i could accompany him . hmmm . it's okay , the least i could do is to meet him straight after my camp and have a dinner date. hekkheekk :BB seriously , i miss him a lot okay ? because we haven't met since we are together . sooo , yea . told him that i wanted to meet him and he agreed to meet . AWESOME . I love him veryyyy much :D that sillyguyofmine. so , as per normal , i talked to him through the phone yesterday night . i was sleeping like a pig yesterday D: he missed call me 29 times , and i didn't even realize that . OMG . the moment i called him back , he didn't even said hello , he said " HI sleepy pig girlfriend of mine , seronok kau tido tak ingat dunia ? " ass him :C HAHA , then we talked and somehow he told me something about his childhood times. about him flirting with his madrasah classmate . which is a girl of coz . He was still 5 years old back then , and , he told me that he already knw how to hug a girl at a young age -.- and he hugged his classmate . he was cuddling with that girl at the back of the classroom . He leaned on the girl's shoulder to sleep . and like finally his form teacher changed his seat . HAHAH ! and then , he said that he wanted my passport photo . LOL . since he asked for mine , i asked him to give me his too . then , he told me that he wont give me because none of his ex have his photo . and i told him that im not his ex , so i want one . then he said that he will try to search for it . LOL -.- and i bet that he's asleep now . he's tired . he just got back from his soccer stuff at pasir ris . hmmmm , never mind . i shall call him later at night . last night call before i go in for camp . hmm , he's such a bad boy ! he don't want to send me for camp , and then he told me to hide my phone through out the camp and call him tomorrow night . baby , where got time ? check-check , i will just sleep happily XD and he told me that he's going cameron highlands for a week quite soon . and then , he will go to Brunei Darussalam with his class for 2 freaking weeks . ass :C total of 3 weeks. i babblered at him through out the night telling him how much i will miss him . then i bet , he wont be here during my birthday and our first month. Grrrrrrr . fvcked up much . but , there's nothing much i could do . whatever , i carik scandal okayyy . ^^ xoxo.
Friday, November 11, 2011
Last blogged @ 5:59 AM  Ohhh i was perfect , for the circus .ehem-ehem . feeling-feeling bruno mars skejaaap XDXD wells , finally , i get to meet my brotherlurrp . HASYIIIIM :D hekhek . we talked everything out like how we did last time . awesome time spent . awesome laughters :BB he really made my 11/11/11 a memorable one . then off to meet arina at mac . theeen , haziqq . hmmm , then they went to devilzxc but i ended up going hoome . :D AWESOMEEE. we got horny somehow . me , haziq , hasyim and arina got horny . we talked about phone sex , virginity and foursome . WTF ! XDXD , the moment i reach home , afyq inboxeed me saying budak devilzxc rindu me lehh . :/ i feel so bad for not meeting them but , i dont want to go theree lehhh . hmmm , tengok laaa, i will just meet afyq , shaf , hasyim , arina , somewhere near devils . they called me just to say that they wanted me to lepak there . hmmmm . tengokk la keadaan . andand , baby made my day tooo mann . he damn cutee caan ? at midnight , he called me , he said ILY , and then we continued to OTP . he woke me up just to say ily and otp . cuteeee . then he made me say that im his girlfriend and he recorded our conversation . he said that " baby , nanti kau masok camp , monday malam nanti aku takleh dengar suara kau saying ILY , biar aku record , jadi nanti monday aku tak rindu suara kau " CUTTEEEEE HABES :BB then pastu he said that he wanted to do overlap for his hair , then i said okay . then he want to re-pierce his ears , then , i said okay ? then dia ckap dia nak cukor keneng -.- then kakak dia talked to me , " kau jangan layan prangai alypp , aku makesure dia tak cukor , pasal aku pun tanak cukor kan dia XD " HAHAH ! then dia tanyer kakak dia , if he want to tattoo my name at his chest can anot . straight away tuhh budak kener makii XDXD HEEEEs . ilovehimfuckingmuchh kay . then , for the first time , he gave me goodnight message thru the phone . :> panjang pulakk tuu the message C: HEHE . then tadi , before he went for sheesha , he called me to tell e his whereabouts andd , to tell me that he will call me later at night . C: and his last words was , " baby , iloveyoumuch , mwah " cairrrrr ! with his loving voiceee . haisssss . XDXD k , ilovehimverymuch ! then , i bought baseball jacket online , its blue , our fav colour . and , the letter on the jacket is " A's " which means , "Alypp's" HEEEEEs :B
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Last blogged @ 1:47 AM  i just wanna be yours forever .HELLO C: total boring day today :/ baby is out at woodlands with friends and , im all alone down here . sedehhhhhhh :C takkpe la . nanti carik scandal uhh . :B hahahaha ! mampus aku , kalau tuh kurustinggi nampak XDXD i iz malas nak type type and malas to send emails to my games I/C :C lecehh yknow ! haishhh . nevermind , i shall be patient and hope that all my hardwork would be paid off very soon . insyallah :D and , im off to camp on monday morning . but i have yet to pack my stuffs and i have yet to email my stuffs to my I/C . haishhh . busy . imissbbymuch . we have yet to meet eversince we were together . im busy with council , he's at times busy with his friends and some other stuffs . hmm . gosh ! nevermind . i will make sure he picks me up after camp :BB HAHAHAHA ! lets be evil for a momentt ^^ HAHAH , i dont know laa . hmmm . imisshim alotzxc .  Alypp Manisah :B hahahah ! i hate his profile name actually :x but , what can i do ?his sister was the one who wanted him to change his name to manisah :x hmmmm . my boyfriend sukaa sweetalk lorh . HAHAH , he's out with his friends :/ leaving me all alone here . haishh . asalkan nanti da balekk dia inbox sudaaah . hahahahaah ! k laaa , mommeh sudaa marah . tak kasi saya bobal pasal boyfriend saya tooo much la :C hahahahah ! kbyebye . ps , gosh , i miss his voice :'(
Monday, November 7, 2011
Last blogged @ 7:54 AM  #Muhammad Alypp Lutzka's Property .HIIIII :B went to Sentosa to fishh today . and im tanned :c Fug maan . its only 3 freaking hours . COME ON . HAHAH , hmmm , went to fish at tanjung beach . then , off to Ayer Rajah Food Centre for late lunch . theeeeen , like finally , baby called me :B suker suker XD HEHE . soooo , here's the conversation . Him : HII BBY . kau patne ? me : Ayer Rajah . nak pegy makan . why bhy ? Him : ohhh k . da blekk nanti miss call me . b , i pat town tau ? me : okay . huh ? kau buatpe pat saner ? tak bilang pun :c Him : tengokkk wayaang . heeees me : kauu tengok wayang nan saper jer , sampai tak bilang :c Him : Nan cheeekies siaa , b . HOOOT OI . me : AKU SEPAK KAU jugak nanti ! him : *giggling cutely* heees , taklahh bhy . nan kawan . me : CHIIT . ohhkayy . bby , call you later k , sayang ? nakk makan . him : okaaay , byebye . lupchu . HAHAH ! :D he acts cutely caaaaan ?i swear i miss him :'c and my prepaid is dying at the same time . fvck much :C haishhh . then , at that time , sis was beside me . and she was saying like , WOIIII , aku tunggu kau nak order makan , aku da kelaparan , aku sempat , haha hihi otp nan lelaki maner eh ? XD coz she dont know that i have a boyfriend since its meant to be low profile . hmm . then off to chua chu kang to makcik's house. pakcik cared for me . asked bout my studies . he asked about english . and i told him i got 60+ going 70+ , then he like , pinch me at my cheeks and said good job and patted my head and he gave me 10 buckkks :D fuuuh . best XD kbye . nak tido :D
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:49 AM  EHH budaakk , aku rindu kau siulzxc :c haiiishhhh .dalar tak boleh text . chiiit uh kau -.- tonight , kalau kau tak call aku , besok aku merajuk sama kau k , bby ? :D kalau aku nampak kau maner maner , perut kau tak selamat :P bruises everywhere . nanti i smack and pinch youuu :B daalar bhy , bobal pasal kau , tunggukan kau , sampai tahun depan pun tak abes . hisssshh . tinggikurussayang , iloveyou , imissyou baby . you and only youu . kau scandal nan pompan laen , besuk aku sembeleh kau :P HAHAHA . kbye . sayaaangyoubby .
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Last blogged @ 10:48 PM  HIIIIIIIII . Like finally , a miracle happened ;)He came and he looked for me . we otp-ed , i didnt expect it to be a night where everything change . He changed my relationship status . yesss he did . ;) well , who would expect that i could have him as mine ? he wants it to be loww profile . well , i shall respect his decision . because , me myself dont want it to be soo kecoh . so , i dont really mind being low profile bout this kind of things and all . as long as he treats me like how girlfriends should be treated by boyfriends and im gonna be fine with it ;) but , im still not sure if he is really into me . im still wondering what is arifah to him :/haishh . im hoping that they are just friends *crossfingers* byebye , 041111 ,cinta ShuhaidahAlypp c:
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Last blogged @ 2:53 AM  HIIIIIII c:my life is sooo the suckishh right nownownow . hmm . cuteboy have left , without any note or reasons . whatever k budak . because , i believe that he is another guy that have got no guts and balls . he just left when my ex so called "sound" him to leave me # k sorryy , time tengah blog , tatawu kenapa , kak ayu went in and just cry. aku tatawu nak buat apeeeeeeeeee . shiiiiiiiiiiiiitzxc . well , okay . hmmm , if its about him , i'll slaughter him on 6th november for her . HAHA ! okayyy , hmmm . cuteboy left . and its sooooo , idk what to saaaay . i hate him . haish . kdahhbye . |
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