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Thursday, December 29, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:40 AM  HELLO :)well , im confused . i really dont know if i really should leave him alone , with her. i really dont know . i miss him a lot . i really miss someone calling me manja . i miss someone calling me baby . i miss someone accompanying me till late night , till i fall asleep . but , i really dont want to be hurt . i dont want to get hurt . i know that he loves her more . Soooo , sacrifices is needed here . well , i guess , this will be the only website that i would let out all my feelings and hurts and everything , untill i have totally found someone and totally moved on. The only thing bout being single is just that , its boring and its lonely . LOLOLOL . havent been feeling this for quite sometime , and i dont mind , i guess ? LOL :bb klahh. byebye . lonelygirl97 nak log out. and sleeeeeepz . hoping that you would send me night text today -fingerscrossed- xoxo.
Monday, December 26, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:36 AM  HIHIHIHI :DI have joke of the daaay today . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! so , i text with shaf , coz he willingly volunteer-ed to be my textbuddy. he sucha sweet bestf of mine :D then just now around 7+ while i was like grooming and stuffs , he called me . so , obviously i picked up his call right . then he said this rushly . him : eh nie shoe eh ? me : ah asal ? him : tolong akuh babe ? me : ah aper ? him : once aku on louadspeaker , and aku ckap , aku nak jadi mataer kau , kau just ckap yes jer . me : ahh kk . him : OI OI OI OI , dia dah angkat dia dah angkat ! him : eh , ni shoe eh ? me : ahh ,why ? him : eh , blablalablabla , aku maseh sayangkan kau uh . aku nak jadi mataer kau boleh? me : okay . him : *noise*kbye , nanti i text you ok . I keep on laughing non-stop siak ! JOKE OF THE YEAR . shafshaf . xoxo . fyi , im single ;)
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Last blogged @ 1:46 AM  HEYYYY (: seriously , my feelings and everything are getting worst. I get jealous for nothing. I get jealous too easy. the moment he asked me what if he's going to be att to her , it's like my heart shattered instantly. well , i replied steadily . but , no one knows that my hands was shivering and i was crying behind it. It's totally like a karma hit back sort of thing. I had a perfect start of the year . I have a strong 1year 1month of relationship. i screwed it because i was in contact with faiz . everything starts the moment i lost him. i didnt appreciate what i had back then . i thought that life was the time for you to enjoy and really have fun. after him , all the things that i did was like totally a wrong decision . nothing goes well with faiz and nothing works with alypp too. At first , i really thought faiz could really make me happy. i dont deny that i was happy when im with him. but things that's happening at home really made me put a stop to everything . the fact like i got fed up cause he ignored me once in a while . the fact that i have to be strong . After him , alypp came by promising me things . telling me that he wanted to be with me . telling me lies and made me look like a fool . telling me that all he wanted was really to be happy , with me. i was really a fool because i put on soo much hope on him and it shattered . what can i really do now ? i tried giving faiz a chance . Shaf gave me advices . telling me things that i really should know . i wanted to give another chance to another us . but , i feel that its not gonna work like seriously . i believe in quotes " if you love 2 person at a time , pick the second one. if you really love the first one , you wouldnt have fell in love with the second one ." well , i'll just tell myself that , he loves her more . she needs him more . i need someone better . after the 31st , i guess that i shouldnt be in contact with him anymore . let him be with someone he truly love. let him focus on one. He missed her so much , well , i cant stop him . who knows it's his true love ? ;) i will just wait for my own mr right. someone who i would love , all my heart . maybe not now . maybe next time . we'll never know . i'll continue waiting . xoxo .
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
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Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Last blogged @ 5:57 AM  HIIIIIIIIIIII . i rindu anak tamiri :( HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA !my awesuuuume ex . nah , not awesome that much but , okay laaaa . hahah ! spent a lot of time with him on a couch XD my friend's house . rumah orang kita buat mcm rumah kita XD i slept on his lap , he was sitting and watching movie . I feel like laughing recalling all this stuffs . haizz , we didnt last for long just because he had to move to sports school and we didnt want a long distanced relationship . haaaaaiz . haha . tmrow got dry run :( i want die alrdy! gaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh ! mcm siaaaaaalz yknow :( and i finish at 5 tmrowwww . WAHLAUU EHHHHH . k larh , byebye . mwahmwah . xoxo .
Monday, December 19, 2011
Last blogged @ 3:49 AM  HAAALO :B its been a long time yeaaa ? i guess ? HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA ! i guess , i really have to forget the past , forgive arina and maybe alypp , and just be happy with my life . It's a total useless to hate . nak benci pun buat ape . tak dapat pahala puuuuun :P HAHA , and yea , my hoodies just came today . few hours ago :DDDDDD hahahah ! happy giler babs ! kk , hasyim passed !!!!! top scorer somemoreeeee :D soo happy for him . alhamdulilah . he did his best. and seeeeeee , he's amongst the top scorer in kr . meeting him tmrow after my meeting . hehe . soooo gonna bring my cameraa . k lahh , byebye . xoxo .
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Last blogged @ 7:54 AM  HARRO . raaawwwwr :bbbbafter much thinking and thoughts , i decided to paitao alypp . i decided to stop contacting with him . i decided to leave him alone , well , selama dia attached nan arina , aku tak pernah kacau/text dia . i only text him only if he text me like that time he text me to wish first monthsary n 0412 and my birthday on 0612 and only yesterday he said he missed me and so on. i talked friendly-ly. just like that . i dont care if arina want to hate me for it or so on. as long as im no longer in contact with him , im fine with it. and also as long as im not destroying anything anywhere . yes , aku pernah hate her for taking him away from him , but i cant blame her for everyth jugak what . i still remember her as a friend walaupun if she will never regard me as one . and today was soooo awesuuuuuuuumezxc . watched alvin and the chipmunks 3 with Jianing , Yana , Doug Tam :D it was awesome catchupp . thanks to doug and jianing for presents . they're awesome . the neoprints are beautiful. the movie was awesome . the outing was totally fun ! of coz ! :D then went to lepak with yana at danial's block XD HAHAHAHAHA ! then , we camwhored and all kind of stuffs . haha. and then , yana somehow rindu faiz and shaf which is like total , LOL XD then met them for awhile and im off rushing home since i was afraid that sis would report to mum bout who im hanging out with . LOLOLOLOL , then after that , i was like , damn takut larr , sampaikan , kaki pun macam menggeletar like that . HAHA . naseb takde pape , alhamdulilah XD kk , bye . dad scolding me like now for not sleeping . its alrdy 1215am XD kbye . im outtttzxc . xoxo .
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:12 AM     HELLLOOOZ , after a long time (:Blogger being a bitch for quite a while . and i cant post i dont know why . so yez , ex started the conversation just minutes ago . i really feel that its a total KARMA hit back . He wanted to meet me , behind her back . for what i know , she dont know that im meeting him . like what he said , above . ergh . i feel bad but , how ? hmm . well , tak tau la . hish . HELL YES , tmrow im going out with friends to MOVIES :D but im gonna tell dad that im going out with frieeeeends . just that's that :D heh . kbyebye. idk what else to post . im ouuuuuutz :D xoxo .
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Last blogged @ 4:05 AM  The trip brought us to be closer than ever. After 'hating' her for yeaars , and now, i love very much . Its not like , i hate her like totally but i mean like not closed to each other . Im not close to her as much as im close to my elder sister . soo yeaaa . So , for now , out of the three siblings , she's the only one who is attached :BB haha ! because , for the past year , it have been , her single for decades , change of boyf's as for me . forever attached for my elder sister . its different now :P HAHAHAHAHAH ! talking about boyf's , i have made it clear to my siblings and cousins that i aint gonna be in a relationship anymore . for now . until further notice XD cheeehhh . insyallah . im trying my best to be happy forever and always :B still trying to avoid relationships since i have yet recover from the pasts mistakes . yes , he already moved on to another girl and left me hanging , yes . true . but , its just too difficult to let it go . i'm still trying. always trying . i'll get myself a boyfriend when the time comes . I don't care how long it will take , but im still waiting for the right , true mr perfect of mine :) cheeeeeeeehhhh . kaan , kakak da bobal . jangan maen maennn ahhhhhhh XDXD i still remember how much my second sister preferred shaf and faiz to be my boyf's XD what she meant was she put high hopes of me to last long with them . HAHAHAH . too bad . they're my ex . HAHA . she will keep on saying , " dulukan , time you and shaf together , i like the both of you to be together you know . tapy , end up break . mcm sial . time kau nan faiz , walaupun kakak tak sukee , i still like you and him together " then she will bobal panjang. then i will pretend to be listening as per normal XDXD i shall meet all my girls very soooooooon :( JiaNing , Irahh , Seryy , Ain , Aira , Adella and i dekaay who else . goshhhhhhhhhhh i miss them :( meetsooonplease ,loves . xoxo , p.s. i can't love you like how it used to be.but , i like you .
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
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Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Last blogged @ 9:05 PM  HELLLUUUUUUUUUUUUU , andd yes , finally i got better from all the tiredness .got my strength back :B and yes , aku kene maki by my sisters for being in love with alypp without them knowing . kene syarahan ugama . 30 minutes somemoree . TSK . but who cares , he leads his own life and i lead my own life . but i just don't understand why must he sent me a text like that on my birthday , i mean its innapropriate laa . LOL . even when my sisters baca they laughed . because its simply stupid . if you said you missed me and you ''sayang'' me , you wouldnt have gone to other girls . so , that just simply means that you dont mean what you said . LOL -.- guys now a days . cant be trusted much . but who cares , lead my own happy life lor , nothing much i could do .  and and and , i bought this for myself as my birthday present . coz my whole family gave me $150 to spend on my own , so i decided to spend it on my very own camera:D and also not to forget that my second sis treated me oreo cheesecake and double choc and another extra $25 :B hehehe . im sooooo happy. kbyeeee . xoxo, p.s. muhd faiz damn horny bitch :BB hahahahaha ! im posting this coz i know he's reading it like now XD Last blogged @ 5:56 AM  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :DDDDDi got a new camera for myself from all the collection :BB SAMSUNG . hekhek . appreciate all the peoples that wished me thru text , fb and twitter . and , weirdly alypp texted me and wished me too o.o LOOL . ckaap rindu and sayang kau gemok somemore . LOOOOOOOOOL . k da bye . taknak ingatingat lagi C: appreaciate the carebear that saiful bought for meeee :D xoxo.
Monday, December 5, 2011
Last blogged @ 7:56 AM  HEYYYO , im back from malaysia at 4am this morning . heavy traffic jam :(3 hours . my butt hurts alot okay XD im waeeeeeeeaaaaay more better now . i learnt to accept the fact that he's no longer mine and he's her's . just gotta pray the best for him and them . thats all i could do . byeeee . its 12 am now . HAPPY BIRTHDAY SITI SHUHAIDAH :B xoxo
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Last blogged @ 6:03 PM  I fucking need to get over him totally . fuck him . may karma hit him .he told arina the exact words like how he talked to me . i am sooo gonna curse them upside down (: |
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